Friday, January 25, 2013

My Inspiration - For TTiV Subs In Memory Of My Baby Girl Ashley

TTiV Has been on Youtube for several years, but I didn't really get serious about it until 2011 as my health began to improve and I was able to get out and actually gather news. I can't imagine where we will go from here, but I want to thank everyone for sharing my videos and helping to make The Truth Is Viral a success.

We can't rest on our laurels though. The world is about to burn as the Gog/Magog War spills out of the Middle East, and it will cause the United States to tear itself apart. We must be vigilant and continue to stand up for the truth no matter what the cost. What does it profit a man to gain the world, but lose his immortal soul?

I know it's not going to be easy, BELIEVE ME I KNOW! As I started getting stronger, it seems like everything else is going wrong; huge stumbling blocks are put in my way, distracting me from not only my own recovery, but producing TTiV as well. First my daughter died, unsaved; and that is MY fault. You would not believe the guilt I carry around with me every single day because I failed to tell her about Christ when I had the opportunity.

I held her ashes in my hands, standing waist deep in snow next to a frozen river and I prayed to Father, making them both a promise: I swore that I would not give up, that I would continue producing the show to bring my viewers towards a better understanding of Christ. Here it is now a year after my Ashley died,  and just as I can almost think about her without bawling like a little girl whose puppy just ate her ice cream cone my wife falls ill with colo-rectal and liver cancer and now we're battling for her life.

I almost feel as though I'm under attack. I mean really, who has luck this bad? It seems like the devil is doing everything he can to keep me from exposing his lies. Of course I have no proof of that, I've never seen him and his slimy minions plotting, it just seems that way - and it can get to bring a guy down you know?

I ran out of any strength that I can legitimately call my own long ago. The only thing that keeps me going is strength Father gives me, and the knowledge that I AM doing some good, that I AM waking people up, and by exposing the lies of TPTB I AM doing the Lord's work. They may put me in prison, they may torture me, and they may even kill me; but when I die, I will die singing God's praises.

Until them, Heaven help them; because this Jarhead is wearing the full armor of God and I'm comin'.

Semper Fi,


  1. I watched a video on youtube by FOTM. A girl gave her testimony and said that Jesus answered all her many questions in a split second (by putting it in to her mind) and she knew in a way that only He could show her that all things work together for good to those who love Him and are the called according to His purpose. It made her content with supernatural understanding.
    I have a friend whose brother committed suicide a few years ago, then more recently, her sister was suddenly taken ill and died several weeks later of cancer, my friend took in her sister's 30 yr old autistic son while holding down a full time job. A month ago my friend lost her job because the company went out of business, a couple of weeks after that, my friend was diagnosed with colon cancer. (the diagnosis is not "official" yet but they told her to prepare for chemo and radiation). My friend just decided to eat healthy and pray (and she has many praying for her today) She is still praising god and using this time as further opportunity for ministry.
    She has been an inspiration to me with some painful issues in my life. I pray this in some way has encouraged you as well.
    In Christ
    Kathy (BibleStudy888 at Youtube)

  2. *God, not god. . .

  3. by the way, previous to what I wrote above, her husband left her for another woman, and also, her mother died after her brother did. I don't know if her dad has ever been in her life. All this to say, that God is Good and has our best interest at heart whether we see it or not. Our job is simply to Trust and Praise Him and continue to rest in Him no matter what happens around us.
    Looks like I had to sign in this time. . .

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  5. Bob it broke my heart to read this post. So sorry about Ashley and your wifes' illness. You and your wife are in my thoughts and prayers and I pray that if it is GOD's will that your wife be healed. GOD Bless you.

  6. Bobby, I do not believe that your daughter died unsaved. After all those years, God knew her time was short and brought her into your life so you could tell her the gospel.You shared with her, you were a "living" epistle for her.Even though she said she didn't believe, you do not know what she was thinking.You planted the seed.I believe she called out to God before she died.

  7. Bob,I waited for sept. the 9th to see all those uniformed officers and patriots around the White House and the capital with the Ar15 cutouts demanding Obama's resignation.And the group that was supposed to deliver the 71 page affidavit from Mike Zullo and the CCP to the congress with proof that Obama's documents were fake and they weren't leaving till they,,,, the congress did something about it!!!!And nothing.....Was this just more lip service???