We can't rest on our laurels though. The world is about to burn as the Gog/Magog War spills out of the Middle East, and it will cause the United States to tear itself apart. We must be vigilant and continue to stand up for the truth no matter what the cost. What does it profit a man to gain the world, but lose his immortal soul?
I know it's not going to be easy, BELIEVE ME I KNOW! As I started getting stronger, it seems like everything else is going wrong; huge stumbling blocks are put in my way, distracting me from not only my own recovery, but producing TTiV as well. First my daughter died, unsaved; and that is MY fault. You would not believe the guilt I carry around with me every single day because I failed to tell her about Christ when I had the opportunity.
I held her ashes in my hands, standing waist deep in snow next to a frozen river and I prayed to Father, making them both a promise: I swore that I would not give up, that I would continue producing the show to bring my viewers towards a better understanding of Christ. Here it is now a year after my Ashley died, and just as I can almost think about her without bawling like a little girl whose puppy just ate her ice cream cone my wife falls ill with colo-rectal and liver cancer and now we're battling for her life.